I can't remember when the Earth turned slowly

Today I got to see one of my cousins that I hadn't seen in a long time. Thank goodness I live in Hawaii-- now people have an excuse to see me! I went to the PCC to try to get them a discount on getting in, and when I got to the front I realized that I'd dropped my employee pass somewhere along the way. Idiot. I went back and searched for it to no avail. But when I showed up to work tonight everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, told me where it was. It'd been picked up and given to the security office, and then they sent an email to every department of the PCC, asking them if I worked in their department/ if any of their workers knew me. How embarrassing. Oh the end of it all I got it back. That's all that matters!

It's currently 1:06 AM. I think this is the earliest I've been in my room in a while. I don't know what my deal has been lately. I don't sleep. Ha. I'd like to think that it's just the time difference, like I'm still on Florida time or something. But no...the only time zone I'd be good in right now is's 1 PM there.

Something else I don't understand is how my alarm blaring loudly and repeatedly never wakes me up, even after eight or ten hours of sleep, but my fan making a little ticking noise because it's having trouble turning wakes me up two hours after I've fallen asleep.

Here's something else I don't understand: I was in the guys' courtyard talking to some friends and this guy comes out in NOTHING BUT HIS BOXERS and asks us to be quiet, because he was trying to sleep. A. Since when do guys sleep? B. Since when do guys ask people (including a girl) to be quiet. C. PLEASE PUT SOME CLOTHES ON. Dear men, it is not cute when you go out in public in your boxers. Not even if you're Taylor Lautner. Just wear pants. Especially if you're coming to complain. I chalked it up to jealousy. Clearly, he was jealous he wasn't one of the men engaged in a captivating conversation with me.

Give me something to believe in
a breath from breathing
So write it down
I don't think I'll close my eyes,
Cause lately I've not been dreaming
so whats the point in sleeping
it's just that at night
I've got no where to hide
so I'll write you a lullaby

[Lillaby- Jack's Mannequin]

The last time I listened to this song I was swinging on a swing by my grandparents house. I'd just ran away from my two closest friends, and held a letter from each of them. I was thinking. Rare... It's interesting, the way people come in and out of our lives. I'm grateful for the people that have been in my life, and more importantly, for the few that stay.

[Title from Spinning- Jack's Mannequin]

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